心变成灰

BLACK AND WHITE

* Hidden Secret *

[ 我从来都不说不 ]

[ 不是因为我愿意 ]

[ 而是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不生气 ]

[ 不是因为我没有脾气 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不哭 ]

[ 不是因为我没有眼泪 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

[Monday, August 6, 2007]"1:03 PM

Today let me tell you a story..long long long time ago,a boy name DIDI and a girl name MEIMEI..both of them know each other long time ago,but they do lost contact once,but in the end DIDI found her..so they chat and in the end both when into a relationship..so DIDI was happy,MEIMEI too..

During 3month,both of them so lovely,everyday meet up and chat on the phone..so they have agreement too,if they got thing that not happy and thing need to discuss,do not hind it and share with others..so can slove the problem faster and won't coz more problem..

6month later,dule to DIDI,he have other thing to do but bobian to meet and chat on phone with her everyday..so no matter what DIDI have the free time,he will try his very best to make her happy and xinfu..but she can't use to it yet,so she become unresonable and some time meet up,will be quarr..DIDI was so sad but she just don't understand that DIDI treat her so nice,when quarr time he keep saying all his fault,coz he don't want to quarr to much with her and understand that it will hurt her.so this matted,quarr will ended fast..after each and every quarr both of them will sit down and think what wrong with it,what thing not happy with and lalalalala..

1year later,she understand and use to it..so everything go smoothly and nothing much they can quarr about but some time do quarr and not happy with it..

1year 3month,DIDI find that the matted of sitting down and discuss of problem,not so effective..say so many time le but the thing still can't be slove,everytime quarr,it will get back to the square want and back to the previse topic..DIDI of coz will feel upsad and not happy with it..he just want to slove the problem out and don't drag the quarr time too long,he just want the thing done and not to hurt her..

1year 6month,the thing become most worst,keep quarr during meeting up session,not happy with that and this,each quarr will find back don't know how many year ago thing and say..what he did was just care for her,take good care of her,tell her that some thing won't be change,won't get to this and that..but she just seem don't believe in it,like to self-diffending and talk about other thing..this time round,DIDI any time will be explo,will fight back and won't give chance..he try his best to be a good boyfriend and everything make nice nice for her..not be with her just to quarr or just kill time..

No matter what he did this or that,she not happy with it..before doing other things,ask her 1st and after that tell her,she also not happy with it..so what she want DIDI to do?this thing cannot that thing cannot,wanted to do this thing or rather don't do anything also wrong..so no matter what he do or don't do also wrong..DIDI say hush word,she say he show her attidue..DIDI shut up and did nothing,she say he don't care about her..so as a result what she want DIDI to do??say this or that,wrong!!do this or that,wrong!!talk or don't talk,also wrong!!

This time round DIDI very stress,don't know what to do,some more he also have his own problem to slove..so DIDI now don't know what to do next??or what you want DIDI to do next?? (to be continue).....

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