心变成灰

* Hidden Secret *

[ 我从来都不说不 ]

[ 不是因为我愿意 ]

[ 而是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不生气 ]

[ 不是因为我没有脾气 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不哭 ]

[ 不是因为我没有眼泪 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

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[Monday, April 14, 2008]"10:10 PM

hi guyz..back to blogging again..so whole day rot at home,din wanna go any where just want to stay at home..no where else i can go,walk here and there still the same old place..if those places i wanted to go,in the end will make my mood swing,it will bring back those days..be safe be hold,stay at home is the best..will not think too much,will not do any thing silly..just let me have some peace..

sorry to all my friends,make you guyz worry and angry..i know i silly and stupid..this is me so bobian..say is easy but do is difficult..say everyone know how to say but when after saying going to take action and that is another story..really have no choice,i can say but i just can't do it..i don't know what should i do..it so xin ku inside of me..the feeling just can't get out..wanna cry but it just can't come out from my eyes..wanna shout out loud but in the end cost sorethroat..in the end,if i do all this thing,things will be still around and not been slove..haiz..

just now out of sudden,i smell of her smell..i don't know is it her anot or is just my imagination..the smell stay 5min long..i keep wondering is it her..the smell came just outside my door step and the smell with the wind blow it in..i keep thinking "impossible""impossible""impossible"..in this kind of hour,why she will appear outside of my house..haiz just don't know why..

~ 倒迟一游 ~

* Profiles *

~ NAME ~
Alex Goh AKA Xiao Hei

~ GENDER ~
Male

~ AGE ~
13

~ D.O.B ~
26 OCT 19XX

~ STATUS ~
Single

~ JOB ~
Await for you to find out

~ HOROSCOPE ~
Scorpio

~ HOTMAIL ~
Darealex_86@hotmail.com

* Here you are *

o Ah Wei
o Ah Yu
o Alex
o Connie
o Cynthia
o Donal
o Eunice
o HuiJun
o Jamie
o Janet
o Janxix
o Joel
o Juli
o Kenneth
o Ks Jiujiu
o Lax
o Louis Koo
o Maung Maung
o Max
o Millie
o Nikki
o Sammie
o Samuel Wong
o Sharona
o Shirley
o Shun Tai
o Teresa
o Yanni
o Yong Qiang

* Recent Posts *

some call bore..
did enjoy myself..
meaningful..
final..
relax..
feel damn sad now..
stress day for me..
refresh..
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song = my feeling..