心变成灰

BLACK AND WHITE

* Hidden Secret *

[ 我从来都不说不 ]

[ 不是因为我愿意 ]

[ 而是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不生气 ]

[ 不是因为我没有脾气 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

[ 我从来都不哭 ]

[ 不是因为我没有眼泪 ]

[ 是因为我爱你 ]

[Sunday, May 25, 2008]"9:28 PM

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so that day early morning for to work lor..that day not much things to do than so call can relax and waiting to knock off..after my work don't feel like going any where so head back home..haha than that day is a relax day for my..shiok ar..haha

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so yesterday morning go work lor,some more totally nothing to do,i rotting lor,some more the sian part is half to wait till 1130 for hong kong shipment in and send us the document..if you heard this thing you have to get prepare..if they send us those document late than later on will be very hard to get knock off on time..so what do you think??i knock off at 1315..haiz sad lor..

after that knock off time,than head back to tampines have my lunch than go home lor..rest and rot awhile while waiting to meet up zhichaozzz..so we meet at 7pm than take bus to AMK..went we reach there le we go take our number card than go to coffee shop to eat our dinner..hmm that's around 815pm..hee than slowly eat plus drink lor..but jon and me went up to 'baibai'..after that we help out lor..but the rest sharon,wei and ivan still downstair..haha went down to find them than they face black black sia...

so we were up there liao os everything start le..LI AH PEK was there of coz..but today got one more guy was here which is TUA AH PEK..haha cool la..1st time meet him..haha by the way he talk very soft de..haha that's cool..after awhile he when of le..so still left LI AH PEK..haha so yesterday while waiting for our turn to sak so jon,wei and me help out lor..do this and that..some call trainnie..hee

ok so let me tell you what i want to ask..hmm how should i start..ok here's we go..normally i go to tua or any got god place i will feel like vomit but it just can't come out,than head will pain,my brain was emty when people ask me thing i was like so blank inside lor,my head will spin lor..easy of saying is feel so uneasy lor..

so normally we will be the last person to ask de..so we let all those people there to cure and ask thing 1st than we will be the last lor..so my turn come..when i ask le,LI AH PEK ask me to some off the things which he told me..close my eyes and don't think of any thing just relax..than lalalalalalala things lor..i won't say too much on this things..sorry..after all this thing and LI AH PEK say i catch by the god to be "DAN KI"(let god enter to my body and settle thing on earth)..some more like that ba which i can explain of it..hee

so guess who is my BOSS who want me??very easy and last time i keep mention about this god..ok let me tell you ba,my BOSS is "LIAN HUA SAN TAI ZHI"..so he is my BOSS..some more LI AH PEK look at me and say i look like him..hee so AH PEK ask me i want to "DAN KI" ma??so i think till very long to find out what will be my answer coz this thing can't play play de so have to think it hard..AH PEK give me time to think..but those aunt which keep talking and nag nag nag de keep pressure me lor..keep saying and saying non-stop..what thing we do they also say say say..so dulan lor..so in the end i don't want to be le..coz alot of rules plus if you din obey it you will get serious punishment..

last time i wanted to be part of them coz me myself feel i not those who got luck and do thing not very smooth the person..than some people who need help and need to be done some of the things..than i told myself i not kind of having luck person le,some more other people need help why don't i be one of them and ask god to help and save them..that the thinking i always have,but not just of cool or what de than want to join this "DAN KI"..haha so that the story behind me and what i yesterday ask..than this morning ended early,so we go mac to eat and dirnk lor..than steven told us alot of story and tell us what things we should do or not to do..after that when back to his house and see alot of thing which normally you won't be seeing it and touch it..why we still there coz ivan need to put 5 needle,coz AH pek want to cure his pain part..after all learning,listen to story and waiting for him..later on head back home le,that around in the morning 7am plus,reach home 810am..haha power right..haha and of coz la,sleep liao lor..

(by the way,this tua i always go de 'FA ZONG TUA')

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wake up around 645pm if i not wrong..than go brush teeth and my things..later on go cut hair lor..shit lor,that aunt not around lor which normally i want her to cut de..than never mind lor tml after work than go cut..hee than my mum want to eat dinner than ask wei and me go down eat lor..haha after eating head back home..than me leh,iron cloth and now playing games..haha today is just like that lor..so relax and without thinking any thing..just sleep through out the day..haha k la that all..good night and take care..some more sian la tml have to work lor..haiz

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