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[Tuesday, December 29, 2009]"11:59 PM
Hi each and every one.. Back for blogging.. How's everyone? I'm back for blogging as you can see my head title.. Yap counting down to year 2010, left 2 days, 48 hours 45 min, my time now is 2315 hours, 29 Dec 09, by than once i post it up will be a unknown time.. so this post will be long, as i have alot alot alot of things wanna say.. Try your best to stay awake & bare with it, as i said before, my english is not perfect & will mix with singlish, abit of chinese & hokkian.. hee thank you in advance.. For this year 2009 > to me not each an every things which i wish or do will not be smooth, not every things which planned in advance is going in the plan but overall all fixed.. In other word, things which fails it mean is learning, things not going well with the plan is challenge.. No matter how the things goes, I will not hind & will face it.. Therefore, i will not say this year is bad year for me, there's may have people facing more difficulties than me which will never know.. So overall for this year is " ma ma hu hu " & i glad i still alive.. As for my work wise > i just counted, i been working in DHL (DGF) for 1 year 6months & 6 days if i din get it wrong.. Is a WOW to me, din expected that i stay in this company or can say i in working life for some call " that long ", maybe to others is just like mini beans, as for me i feel that i go through alot of things.. As i said in few blog, working life for each an every days is just copy & paste, nothing much different.. Every day doing the same old things, if want to have fun, yes! you can but have to create your own fun game into your daily desk.. Trust me, it's work.. So day by day, in the end i ended up with working life for year, months, days which stated above.. In teenage days, as a student mind keep wanting to step into working life.. Now as a working personnel, feel those student days was fun, more freedom, some more got alot of holidays.. Wish to go back to be a student life BUT no exam is the best when going back to be a student or other thinking is that hope don't need to work can enjoy each an every day, don't need to worry for money.. haha ok ok, i was dreaming, i wake up le.. Hee feel happy for me too. Thanks anyway. Overall, if you are a million-air, money can't buy time, your past, love & ect ect ect.. I still like / love the way i live & my life.. Army day > this year i have go through my 1st ICT ( in camp training ) which fall on June.. which i can say i still got 3 low key, 6 high key to go.. Service days was 2 years, re-service 10 years ( consist of 7 high key, 3 low key, some more have to complete it, if you reach 40 years old than that the time you say bye bye to NS), so i have a long way to go.. ROD is waiting for me.. hee so now waiting for next year ICT, so will be my 2nd ICT. Recently, i go through my IPPT RT, 1st test i take in ICT but fail, 2nd time was outing & is my birthday week yet it still fail, so LL no choice & my window have close than have to take RT lor. I think this is my 1st time & my last time, wasting of time & don't have free time to do my own things. RT have 2 stage, 1st stage training is 1 month, 1 week 2 lesson, total 1 month 8 lesson, 1 weekday & 1 weekend. 2nd stage & is final stage, also 1 month training but 1 week 3 lesson. so as you can see there no free time for you to play. After keep training on the 1st stage during 1 month, on the 8 lesson is the test, so which i can say, YES! I finally PASS! Haha so i don't need to go for training plus i clear my last window & this year window. Overall, Singapore is small, so have to protect it.. O.R.D LOH ! ! ! WHERE GOT TIME ! ! ! Family > everyone still fine, healthy & peace.. As the age grow, one by one getting older, not just for me & is everyone.. At young age, the only things is that keep playing, make parents angry & nothing to worry.. Slowly, when grown up, know how to think, seriously was shock, in adult world, is not an easy life.. Day by day, everyday seeing the person around you or in the house, you rarely seen the changes, when having a good look at it, you find your parents getting older & not like those days you keep run away from the cane which they holding & they chasing after you without taking a breath.. After noticing, really feel very bad for what i have done to them in the past, no matter what it was.. Daddy & Mummy, I'm very sorry for what have i done for the past.. I also have to say, thank you so much for bringing me up from the day i was born, shower me the care & love which you show me.. Not forgetting about my younger brother, he also part of the family & my life.. Very very young time, i been bullying him, honestly YES ! i bully him, i mean it.. Do quite alots of stupid things to him, i really feel very very very bad for it, it been in my mind / memories for YEARS & it won't disappear ( i won't let it disappear, this teach me a lesson ).. Every time stare in blank or thinking of things it will appear in my mind, i feel very bad & regret of what i done to him.. i shouldn't do those stupid things to him in small boy days ( i won't say out what i have done ).. So as a brother of him & i have only one younger brother ( i understand the meaning of " only one younger brother " which my mum kept saying ) i also will take good care of him, really hope he understand those things which parents told him.. Please be good & stop all the bad behaviour stuff, we will be worry ( PLEASE REMEMBER THIS ).. So BRO, So sorry & thanks too.. Overall, what have done it already done, no matter how many sorry i said, things will never change.. But i still want to say " SORRY & THANK YOU ".. Cousin time > to me, 23 years of knowing, 18 years chatting ( K1 onward), 10 years of gathering ( Sec 1 onward ), 2 years plus of youngster gathering ( 1st year of my army ).. yes this was the years which we been going through.. If you guys still remember that 3 years plus le, what is that ma? I think you guys should know that the latest name of " DIM SOME ". We have been changing name for bout 2 times if i not wrong during this 3 years plus, to be confirm 3 years 5 months 5 days, 1st group name is " F5 " coz funky, funny, flower & ect ect ect ( that the basic name we can get ). 2nd name is " ZHI CHAOZ " coz we every time eat zhi chao & same old dish but we still like it. Haha altough now we won't be like meeting every day or weekend like before yet the feeling of gathering is shiok. If got chance again, will go for outing. So now each of us have a partner, so spent more time with them, when got the time & chance shall meet up again. We did lots of things when we having gathering, KTV is the top most outing place, go drink, celebrating each an every one birthday, keep thinking where to go on next outing, cycling, la kopi, watch movie & ect ect ect. Each of the outing always got home so late, in the end once reach home sure got " loud speaker turning on the music ". Therefore it din stop us from going out. After all we din spent our time rotting at home & we did spent our time wisely with some call got our " TONG NIAN ". Overall, even though we din meet up often as before yet we still cousin after all. We have work & things to do but that doesn't fall us apart. same word " COUSIN FOREVER ". Friends of Brothers > to all my brothers, don't need to count or doing what other stuff. As for this year we know each an everyone for 10 YEARS. Yap don't think too much, it already 10 years my Sec brothers. Seriously that was fast, day by day like that past yet the out come was 10 years. Happy 10 years anni to each an every of the Brothers. Haha we have go through alots of stuff, in school days, ITE days or even working life days. As for the same things, we don't gather like before, understand each an everyone of us having our own stuff to do, some schooling, working, army or rotting. It seem that time is not enough to spent. Do you guys agree? So i did said before, no matter how busy is was, have to find a day to gather. Been brothers for so long, those unhappiness things let it blow away with the winds. Brother to me is not just saying but i sincerely mean it, not just say bro bro bro than do some things else to hurt each an every one. I will say sorry no matter what is it to each an every one which i don't mean it or what i did which hurt you & thanks for those days we were having even now. take care my bros as always. Overall, brothers is not when you need them you call them for help when you doesn't need it you kick them till no where. Once brothers is call out from your mouth & it mean it in the bottom of our hearts. Lastly to Qin Ai De > haha i know you been reading & viewing yet you can't find your colum right. Haha no worry sao bu liao ni. We been together for 5 months & 5 days already. Hee 1st of most, thank you for your accompany, been " unhappy " with you through out these days, " happy " without seeing you & " good " of not missing. So these was the " sad " days we were having. Hee i really don't know what to say but one thing for sure you know what i'm wanna say to you. I will cut it short under your colum & you should know why. Love you as always BAOBAO~. Overall, in a relationship, things don't take it too hard or hush. It need time to over come each an every thing. Most important thing is that love / treasure the one which you love, take good care of him / her & don't regret when you lost them. So after reading, you guys feel tired? Haha hope it won't. I have add few picture inside to remind me that those were those days i having. As for now, i will close the blog post of 2009. The unhappiness things just let the winds blow it away & don't bring it forward. Take care & thanks for the support. ~ GOOD BYE 2009 ~
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[Sunday, December 13, 2009]"12:45 AM
不要哭了
听好了 没有任何一个人 值得你为他流眼泪 淡恋爱什么样都好 就是不要伤心 只要你成经记得 我是喜欢过你的 这样就好了阿
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